Ages since i update.
When i come to blogger, it means time for me to vent frustrations.

What is called, superior?
I can't seems to understand.
In people's mind, authority holds in hands of people whom are rich.
You once said, the world is not always fair.
I once replied, I know, that's why i'm carving out my own path.
However, I can't wait for that day to come.
To be able to jump out of the frame of my current life.
It's not that my life sucks.
It's because you make my life suck.
Bias is shown everywhere.
WHATEVER, its not like I need you so that I can survive.
That's the reason why i hate you.
I ain't afraid for anyone to show you this.
Because you ought to know how much you suck.
I HATE YOU!
GRANDMOTHER.

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SO THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS :

BEFORE YOU TAKE YOU O-LEVELS EXAM, YOU STUDY HARD.LIKE REAL HARD. - STRESS X1

WHEN TAKING THE EXAM, YOU PANIC ABOUT THE ANSWERS IF THEY ARE RIGHT. -STRESS X2

AFTER THE EXAM, YOU COMPARE YOUR ANSWERS WITH YOUR FRIENDS TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE RIGHT.

IF YOU ARE WRONG, YOU PANIC. -STRESS X3

AFTER A WHILE, WHEN YOU FINISH YOUR EXAM, YOU TEND TO FORGET.

AS THE DAYS APPROACHES, YOU GO TO OPEN HOUSES.
LISTENING TO THE PEOPLE IN POLY, YOU THINK. - STRESS X4

WHEN YOU GET YOUR RESULTS - STRESS X5

WHEN CHOOSING SCHOOL - STRESS X6

WHEN YOU WAITITNG FOR POSTING RESULTS - STRESS X7

IN SHORT, WE CAN CONCLUDE THAT O-LEVELS IS ALL ABOUT STRESS.
THEREFORE I CAN INFER THAT THE GOVERNMENT SHOULD HELP THE CHILDREN BY REDUCING THEIR STRESS, THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT IS SHORTEN ALL THE WAITING PERIOD IN ORDER TO SHORTEH THE STRESS PERIOD.

Want to know how stress wanning was.
This was what happened one week ago before results.
I started to stop laughing and what took over it was "hai-ing".
I was totally like a zombie.
No laughter, no smiles.
No food, no appetite.
No sleep, no mood. ( i mean if one was stress who has the mood to sleep?)
Like totally so not Wanning.

On results day itself,
I could not sleep the day before. All thanks to joan.
Thanks for the time spend smsing me.
until i fell asleep and not being able to reply you. SORRY!
I woke up at like 8...
Cannot sleep.
Dunno what i should do.
On computer, watch funny videos but i realise, i was not laughing.
Then went to sch, they didnt allow us to go in.
"SO MUCH OF WELCOMING US AH!"
Went to mac for lunch.
Thanks girls for the reducing my stress to the minimum.
When i was taking results, i was seriously feeling so sick.
I wanted to puke in front of mdm Huda.
but i didnt.
because my result slip was infront.
:)
i dunno what she asked me to do, dunno sign what, take what.
I could hear nothing and my hands were trembling like shit.
She tore my results slip open for me.
All i see was B3's and only 2A's.
First reaction, CRY LAH. ABO.
So many B's, aggregrate confirm siao.
Who knows its L1R4=12. (minus cca 11)
Not realli fantastic but it was alright.
I took maybe 15mins to get back to the right sense of mind before able to call my mum and dad.
After all that, i have proceed to the next stage of life.
Choosing my school.
Keep you guys updates!

Finally, i got something to say,

(in chinese)
我不听白头偕老的口号
我不要长生不老
我不想自己活在冰岛
而灵魂 就算能 和灵魂对调
心还是换不掉
我不管天荒地老的老套
我不要长生不老
我不让天使为我祷告
而永恒不过让我自编自导
我宁愿被手铐 也不要止痛药

(in english)
I do not listen to the slogan of a long marriage bald
I do not want to live forever
I do not want to live and in Iceland
And the soul and the soul can be reversed even if
Heart I still can not afford to change
I do not care the old-fashioned Tianhuangdilao
I do not want to live forever
I do not allow an angel to my prayers
The eternal, but let me direct my show myself.
I'd rather be handcuffed and do not painkillers

UNDERSTAND? I DOUBT YOU DO.

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I shall officially declare today as disaster day.

First, its closing for financial account.
So busy at work until a huge extend.
I did not even realise the time pass so fast.

Secondly, THE SCHOOL CALLED ME AND SAY O-LEVELS RESULTS ON MONDAY!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

THIRDLY, I ALMOST DIED.
ACCIDENT HAPPENED.

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LIKE SERIOUSLY. ^^
YOU'RE NOT THAT BITCH.
REALLY.
THAT BITCH IS SOMEONE WHO LOVES TO BACKSTAB PEOPLE AND YOU'RE TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM HER.
SERIOUSLY.

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Sometimes is good to always think for others first.
Not everyone has so much freedom man.
Btw, if your friend says anything , do think twice because they might not be saying the truth, there is always an evidence to the truth.
Want the evidence, come to me man.
SMS says everything.
That bitch deserves some slaps.
If you say its totally to my convenience then going to the other place is totally to
YOUR CONVENIENCE. THOUGHT OF THAT BEFORE? NO. BTW, SERIOUSLY, THAT BITCH SERIOUSLY STAB SOME PEOPLE.

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IF I COULD FUCKING GO OUT WITH FUCKING ALL OF THEM ONCE MORE.
I'LL BE FUCKING GLAD IF I AM ABLE TO LIVE FOR LONG.
THANKS FOR FUCKING SPOIL MY DAY.
HI FUCKERS.

I DONT UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING REVOLVES AROUND YOUR DAUGHTER. SO WHAT AM I?
NOT ONE!

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BITCH
BASTARD

SUCK. TOTALLY.
FAMILY SUCKS.
CCB.
FUCK ALL OF THEM.
CCB.
I RATHER SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE OUTSIDE.
DUN LET ME HAVE SUFFICIENT MONEY.
IF I HAVE, I WILL MOVE OUT FOR SURE.
BITCHES.

WORK IS MY ONLY PLACE TO HIDE FROM ALL TROUBLES.

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